Curiously, I wonder how many roads we have gone down if given the chance, we would have put those brakes on in many of those moments.
So as I write this, I am looking back, yet looking forward. If I knew then what I know now would I change anything? Could I have avoided some of the bad choices I made, or done things differently. I really don’t think so. I mean I’m not a fan of emotional or physical pain, but in reality we all face it at some point in our lives. I think I would have stayed on The Lords path more, and not my own. I think I would have been a better example for those who watch to see what you do in a crisis. But all of that aside it doesn’t matter at this point, what matters is what I do going forward. And for me that is to try to rekindle my ferver for The Lord. I have never lost my faith, but I have questioned, A LOT! But I only have one person to answer to for that and that is My Father in heaven. You see its easier to take the easy way out, but its more rewarding when we have to fight for something so precious, regardless of what it is. So I choose the narrow gate, as hard as it is to fit through it, I know that My God has my back.!
Matthew 7:13-14 Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it . But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.